Icarus Alchemist

Joshua Mellberg was the leader of the science club , Guitar his nick name was given because of his brother a famous guitar player from a 90' band.
Joshua was an addict to "his" laboratory , actually the school one.As a young mad scientist he was involved in all type of experiences the latest is the shapeshifting.He wanted to know how was to be in other shoes so he took some books on alchemy the science who transforms metal into gold, maybe it could transform a person into another.
Next day the professor asked what were those books in the corner of his table in the science class , he told they were alchemy books , and that he wanted to try shapeshifting.The professor couldn't hold and laugh as so his classmates.
Enraged by his humiliation on the night of the next day he tried to emulate the fantasy experience on the alchemy books, he broke the lock of the school and went to the laboratory and labour started. In five hours, almost daylight touched the window, Joshua was finished and the chemicals ensembled still mumbling and whispering in their own language.Joshua took it and drink it and nothing happened.Indeed is professor was right...or not
Sudden he felt a change and a mirror he searched, running to the bathroom feeling a little more heavy than usual.He saw his teacher and he thought it was not possible but there it was, and the second he thought in his brother and he was changing again.
Power have flowed into his mind and like a steward lightning he thought in God and his body dropped dead disapearing in dust only his soul left but not for long as the reaper of souls was heard on the horizon and the reaper arrived to harvest him from the land of the living.
On the deadlands he arrive to serve the infernal tide and compelled he was to work on the devilish laboroty that was his mind.
Joshua was in coma the chemicals he took , provoked him a brain hemorrhage and his brain was dead and the machine was God to him now his life suporter till a bed is in need for another shattered mind.
Joshua in his infernal mind was working,mixing,drinking fusing,experimenting and always questing fot the answer to his alchemy dilemma:
"who is my God now?"